This is me.

Hello i’m Sophie! I’m 15 years old. It’s weird actually because i’m a people person, but a loner at the same time, I’m a pretty easy person to get on with, I try to be the funny one from the group, because I like seeing people smile unless they don’t deserve to. People say i’m hard to figure out, but I can’t answer that, I haven’t even figured myself out yet! Before I get any asks about my sexuality; I don’t know yet, consider me ‘undecided’. The thing I love about life is that everyone is unique and beautiful in their own way, no-body’s the same, in a way, humans are like clouds.I don’t really know what else to say, well I do, I just don’t know how to explain it, I want to change the world, make it different, I want to do everything and meet everyone, I just want to live life to the full, I think life is like photography, we develop from the negatives, people should remember that, life always gets better in the end, and if it doesn’t it’s not the end.

Things I like/ like doing.

Harry potter, culture, hugs, smiles, partys, tea, nutella, sunny d, beaches, train rides, topshop, new look, shorts, long hair, red, green, photography, tumblr, twitter, theme parks, spending time with le friends, cheerleading, mill seshion! wisdom.

Music.

Rock, folk, screamo etc. Blink182, fall out boy, paramore, a day to remember, BMTH, mumford and sons, katy perry, avril lavigne, pink, 80’s, system of a down, never shout never, paramore, 30secondstomars, taylor swift, pink, avril lavigne, slipknot, my chemical romance, you me at six, panic at the disco, green day, linkin park, evanescence, dubstep etc.

 

I know I said I was a happy person, and I generally am, but there’s more to me than happiness.. I think everyone has feelings, most people have had things happen in their life, that isn’t great. but do read on! keep smiling:D

Your most attractive features are your heart and soul.

The depressing shit.

My half brother conor ross- he died in 2009.. my heart aches for him, I miss him, he was only 16.. moterbike accident, I just want to see him.. but I never will. I have to face it I LOVE YOU<3

Yes, I have suffered from anorexia, if you look at me now, you’d probably disagree, but it’s true, I was scared, scared to eat, food scared me, I was scared to eat it, in case I choked and died, or in case it made me fat, I would sit there and look and myself in the mirror, and tell myself that i’m not going to eat again, it got so bad that I didnt eat ANYTHING, it got to the point, where I couldn’t even stand up in the shower, because I had no energy, it was bad, real bad, I didn’t want to tell anyone, I kept it all inside, my mum couldn’t understand, so I resorted to self-harming, it wasn’t major and I regret doing it now, but at the time, it was the right thing to do, and it helped me,if I did eat,I broke down to my mum and I told her everything, she took me to the doctors the next day, and I slowly got better, I still get nervous when I eat certain things, and I try to avoid things, that I feel could get me all panicky.

That’s another thing, I suffer from panic attacks, regularly, it’s more anxiety attacks actually, I can’t help it, I could be fine one minute, and the next be freaking out, sometimes during a panic attack I get angry really angry, and I get scared of everyone. They don’t come around as often as they used to, but every so often they come, I’ve learned to live with it, and I can cope with them really well.

I’ve fainted a few times, when i’ve been with friends, in the middle of no-where, it scares them sometimes, but they know what to do ,and without them I’d be screwed.

The cute shit:)

Even though I’ve just told you all this depressing stuff^ I’m actually a pretty normal person, when I say normal, I don’t mean average, i’m far from average, i’m actually quite weird, in a good way, if that makes sense? I have amazing friends and amazing family which make me smile:3 I am currently single, this may sound cliche, but i’m just waiting for the right person.

what makes me happy?

 YOU! because you’re reading this tehe. clothes.girls.boys.CAKE.peanut m&m’s.tumblr.friends.cameras.photography.smies.happy people.music.love. and other stuff.

Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.